End of an Era

Tomorrow is Matt and Adam's last day of school.  That means tomorrow is my last day of driving them to school in the mornings, since I'll be back to work full-time in the fall.


I'm sad, I'm in denial, I'm anxious about what the fall will bring, and I feel like I've been kicked in the gut.

I can't believe we're at this point already.  Where has the time gone?  I've enjoyed being part-time for the past 7 years, and I've done my best to not take even a day being home in the morning for granted.

I'm feeling guilty that I was home part-time for all of Ben and Matt's elementary years, but only 2 of Adam's, and none of Luke's.  

I know they'll be fine.  It's me that has the hardest time with changes.

Our last day together.  I cried.